The day dawns with scent of must and rain, | |
Of opened soil, dark trees, dry bedroom air. | |
Under the fading lamp, half dressed – my brain | |
Idling on some compulsive fantasy- | |
I towel my shaven jaw and stop, and stare, | 5 |
Riveted by a dark exhausted eye, | |
A dry downturning mouth. | |
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It seems again that it is time to learn, | |
To which, for the time being, I return. | 10 |
In this untiring, crumbling place of growth | |
Now plainly in the mirror of my soul | |
I read that I have looked my last on youth | |
And little more; for they are not made whole | |
That reach the age of Christ. | |
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Below my window the awakening trees, | |
Hacked clean for better bearing, stand defaced | |
Suffering their brute necessities, | |
And how should the flesh not quail that span for span | |
Is mutilated more? In slow distaste | |
I fold my towel with what grace I can, | 20 |
Not young and not renewable, but man. | |